You silly, silly thing. Miss Emilie Sylvia Stammers. Otherwise known as "that crazy French blonde chick". But you were an amazing crazy French blonde chick. You used to make me laugh, especially when we walked through the streets of Leicester singing Dead Dog In Black Bag. Uncle Kevin was an accountant, everything in it's place, in a straight line! I will never have memories like these with anyone else. Purely because there will never be another you. I keep talking about you in present tense, because it still hasn't sunk in. I keep starting to cry, then I stop to check my phone. I'm waiting for you to ring me. I'm waiting for you to reply to the text that I sent you this morning. I'm waiting for some sign that all of this is just a nightmare. I would give anything to hear you singing that creepy French song you used to sing about Zombies- the song you sung especially to creep me out. I'd give up everything to have you bring me pocky and Mountain Dew in a CyberCandy bag. If all my tears could show you running up to me in retina frying tights, I'd cry an ocean for you. This isn't real. It can't be real. Do you have any idea how much I love you? I will always, always love you. And I will never, never forget you. That to you I promise; And you know I never break my promises.
I lost my best friend 04.02.2010
Rest In Peace, darling.
Though I can't speak for any others, and I didn't know her particularly well, I will miss her, and she will stay in my thoughts forever. Such a fun, happy-seeming girl. The world will never cry all together for it's loss, but we shall cry for ours.
ReplyDeleteShe shall be dearly missed, I had never met her, but I knew how much she meant to you Kelly. I know how much she still does now. From what I've heard of her, she's a brillaint girl, and that is how she shall stay in our hearts, kind caring and happy. Always.
ReplyDeleteI know we dont like eachother but i did like her the one time i met her. I'm sorry to hear about it ; what happened?
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