Ugh, I feel so fucked up. Nothing's the same anymore. The person I used to admire, love and consider a big sister, is the same person who has twisted and changed the personality of one of the loveliest girls you coulda ever hoped to've met.
I feel like I'm in mourning, coss I know the Tazzy I used to love is dead. So is that Sana that used to love Becca, and whom Becca loved back. The Tazzy & Sana's that I remember wouldn't've fucked each other. Especially since Becca was with Sana at the time. I just feel like crying all the time. This is never how I thought it would be. I never knew the people I trusted most could hurt me, by hurting someone else.
I know Becca's probably never gonna read this,but she should know that I fucking love her so much,& that I'd kill anyone for her.. I'd even die for her..if it meant she'd smile again :\
This is just so fucked up.
Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. WANK.
And not even in a good way. I think I may love Becca.
Like... love her a lot. Coss I'm literally in tears and I don't even know why. All I know is that I wanna rip Sana's head off, and burn Tazzy's tattoo off. Fucking stupid bitches, the both of them.
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